Whats up everyone, this has been a stressfull week ! As you all know Lindseys grandfather passed away Monday night. We had visitation for him last night and the funeral today , I was a pallbearer for him and that was really hard. I was closer to him than a lot of people was with their boyfriend/girlfriends grandparents, that just made things that much harder. L.B. "Red' Baker was an awesome man , the first time I came to the Baker's family gathering he made me feel so welcome, i knew noone but yet he new me so well it seemed like he had met me so many times before. H e told me what all he thought of me and that he thought his granddaughter had chosen a perfect man. He will be missed by so many including myself. About 2 years ago he told me that he was gonna take me to do some duck huntin with me but not long after that he go to the point where he couldnt walk all that much let alone get up and do all the stuff that goes along with huntin but  I know that one of these days I will get to do much more with him. Today was one of the hardest days of my life watchin his children Brad, Brent, and Aunt Nell struggle like they were but yet try to seem so strong not to mention the rest of the family, Anyways im closing this very depressing day out by goin to bed ; I love you all (bakers) I am marryin into a wonderfull family!

 O one more thing thanks to all the wonderfull people in refuge who came to be with us at sometime durin this week I guess we found out who is our "TRUE" Friends!!! Im glad you guys that said yall were comin decided to come and just did not because a few of our supposed to be friends with the exception of (byram, kellett, mccormick, frigo, and steve who couldt make it because the other folks backed out on us) didn't want to!!!